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Hey, i'm just a crazy girl living in a crazy fucking world. i'm bored a lot. most of the time actually... ok, always.
i like to watch; F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Supernatural, Doctor Who, How I Met Your Mother, That 70's Show, Adventure Time and The Big Bang Theory. i also listening to Asking Alexandria, Nirvana, Black Sabbath, Megadeth, Avenge Sevenfold, The Beatles etc.. I basically post whatever i want if you don't like it you can always unfollow.. so yeah.. you can ask me whatever the fuck you want ;) and don't be afraid to talk to me, if you need advice or some help i'm always here x -if you're gay.. i love you.- xx

I’m never the one who gets called first.
I’m never the best friend.
I’m never the one someone falls in love with.
I’m never the best at school.
I’m never the funniest person.
I’m never the most entertaining person at parties.
I’m never the one someone tells a story first.

I just exist. And I’m sick of it. 

I can’t take it anymore. There’s a hole in my chest and I can’t fill it. Nothing can fill it and it hurts. Nothing has a meaning for me. Not life, my grades or my future. I swear I wouldn’t care if I would die right now. I don’t want to live anymore. I can’t live like this one more day. I can’t stand being alive. And no one cares. No one care enough to know. I keep smiling like everything is ok but inside I want to cry, scream, die. I’m scared. I’ve never felt like this. I just want to end it cause I swear I can’t anymore.


do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad


do you ever get in those moods where you don’t feel like reading and you don’t feel like being on the internet and you don’t feel like watching a show and you don’t feel like sleeping and you don’t feel like existing in general